CNY for 2010

everyone is going out for "bai nian"
but I didn't even go one's house
not in the CNY mood actually
I thought this year will be a brand new year for me
but it doesn't look like
this is not what I wish to
I hope the hard time may pass faster and the good time is coming
Sis is going to Sabah tomorrow
Will less a family member again
Don't worry sis, we will take care of baba

Althought I'm not getting any happiness during this CNY
but still wishing all of you Happy Chinese New Year
Woohoo =)